Feng Soon - McCartney II

The end starts here

2010-03-28T04:55:00.001+08:00

I cease blogging as of now; putting me out of blogging, well at least for temporary, I hope. (:

I can't help but to voice this;

2010-02-11T04:44:00.000+08:00

Life for me now is just pure moderate. Nothing much, nothing exciting, other than meeting up sweetheart like last week. That was like a week ago. Other than that, nothing much worth mentioning. Life now seem like 'spirale vers le bas' (English: spiral down), just disband somehow, despite not able to host a last public performance. Recording wasn't successful, but still trying. On the verge of going broke soon, as now I'm living on my own, somehow indirectly on my own. Anyway that's not very important. I'm going to retreat to my 'meditating zone', to regain clear mindset, hopefully.

Anyway, on the lighter note, I met a friend, just now, yes, just now. He's my former classmate. We know each other for like six years now?
We aren't close kind. But once in awhile we whine to each other, as we are the kind that uses to have nightlife. I still have that nightlife bloods run through me. You can never know how peaceful night is. So as usual, we went to our hangout spot and sit down updating each other, like our personal life and retard we are. Hahaha. In between the conversation of updating, my friend need to run home to check something, which I volunteer to follow, since I had nothing much, and can't fall asleep anyway.

I went to his house; the last time I went was like in 2005? He is the second eldest in the family of five. His mother is the one who is contributing to the household and daily necessities. With her mom working in the afternoon shift to early morning next day, I can't help but feel sympathetic. His mom knows me, and I know his mom. We had a little chat, and trust me, she's a nice lady, a nice mother. From my instinct and what my friend told me, which I had confirm, is that his mother, is someone who don't show sadness and always happy, trying to get by everyday, and she's not earning much per month, F.Y.I. the little chat was short, but memorable and sweet, but I can't help to ask my friend what have happened to his mom, because apparently, it seems to me that her health have been deteriorate slowly. The last time I met his mom was still in pretty pink health, but when I just spoke to his mom, I can't help but to feel sad. I don't know where the sadness came from, but I just felt sad.
Despite knowing his family condition, mom being the one contributing to major household and such; yet she still can live happily without much stress and etc. I remember once my friend told me, that he and his elder brother was fighting, mom tried to stopped the fight but no avail, which result mom crying and praying at the same time. Trust me, from here, I have no idea how to describe such a nice lady. Despite we had casual chat once in awhile, is somehow hurts to see my friend and his mom living in such condition.
When I was there earlier on just now, the mom was sleeping in the living room together with his younger brothers. What affect me more is that not only their living condition is bad, but also, their monthly bills, such as unities bills and etc. I wanted to help so bad, but unfortunately, I've not yet to able to feed myself (read below about me starting to live independently). I admire how my friend's mom able to live without thinking much; probably she don't show it I suppose?

Despite being at my friend's place for a mere 10 minutes, I was deeply affect. Why people like us, can't live as happy like how my friend's mom is doing? We have those luxury things, which they don't have such as Internet, iPod, latest handphone, Aircon. This seriously affected me badly in a way or another, but in the positive way. This made me sit down and think seriously on changing my lifestyle. Sometime, money can't really buy happiness. Not only that, my friend is such a nice friend that he in a way or another try to help his peers, at least by accompanying them the whole day. I remember once I just mere ask him out accompany me, as I felt lonely just to drive alone; he did offer to pay for the petrol, but I turned him down, saying is okay.

Looking at this, makes me think, I'm also on the verge of going broke, you might be telling me to go find job, but hey! I'm entering NS, can't I just enjoy the remanding 20 plus days or so? Despite able to commite to everything including to wooing a girl now, but what's the point? Money can't buy really happiness or love. Even if money can buy, did she ever see how sincere I was, by running around to grab stuff, but leave me here hanging like a headless chicken (see: Mike the Headless Chicken) for going two months? Haha! I suppose let natural takes it own path, no rush! I've the patience. :D This too, does apply me in my music and my planned career. Well I suppose this is life, what I'm probably facing is just piece and puzzle of life that I believe everyone do face it in their life hood.

Welcome to the outside world! Leaving teenage hood to adulthood. (:

Till then, Happy Chinese New Year folks!

Hello 2010

2010-01-07T04:46:00.012+08:00

I know I'm a bit late, but well, is always better to be late than not updating.

Pretty fast isn't? 2010 is here. 10 years ago, which is the year 2000, obviously, we were celebrating a new millennium. Probably allow me to update what have actually happened in the world and in my life for the past 10 years. :D

Be prepared, this is going to be a looong post! Wordy but in points form.

Those in Orange is world news, those in Blue is my personal life. Majority might got to do with United States politics, as I love their politics a lot!

December 31, 1999 - January 1, 2000:
Year 1999 - The Year 2000 problem arise was a problem for both digital (computer-related) and non-digital documentation and data storage situations.

December 31 -Boris Yeltsin resigns as President of Russia, leaving Prime Minister Vladimir Putin as the acting President.

2000:
January 1 - Promoted to Primary 3.

January 1 - People over the world welcome a new millennium.

October 31 - Singapore Airlines Flight 006 collides with construction equipment in the Chiang Kai Shek International Airport, resulting in 83 deaths.

November 7 - United States presidential election, 2000: Republican candidate Texas Governor George W. Bush defeats Democratic Vice President Al Gore in the closest election in history, but the final outcome is not known for over a month because of disputed votes in Florida.

2001:
January 1 - I was promoted to Primary 4, the year of streaming exam, to see whether which stream (EM1, EM2 or EM3) I will be promoted to in the year 2001. In the year 2008, this system was abolish.

January 20 - George W. Bush succeeds Bill Clinton, becoming the 43rd President of the United States.

June 12 - Racist fight started in my class, I was blame or label for the cause of the fight. The causes of the fight was very simple, one of my Chinese friend push me, pretty hard to my Malay friends. They (my Malay friends) thought I wanna started a fight, and that's how it happened. I have been keeping it to myself. When my dad was called in, he didn't gave me a earful scolding, but he finally understand what I'm going through in school, threatening, being sabotage and etc.

September 11 - Almost 3,000 are killed in the September 11, 2001 attacks at the World Trade Center in New York City; the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia; and in rural Shanksville, Pennsylvania after American Airlines Flight 11 and United Airlines Flight 175 crash into the World Trade Center's Twin Towers, American Airlines Flight 77 crashes into the Pentagon, and United Airlines Flight 93 crashes into a grassland in Shanksville.

November 29 - Former lead guitarist of The Beatles, George Harrison died of lung cancer at the age of 58.

2002:
January 1 - I was promoted to EM2, was put under the second best class for EM2 stream, well that's what they say, but to me, is just pure crap.

February 8 - Former President of Singapore, Ong Teng Chong died at the age of 66 from lymphoma in his home. Among the five former presidents who have died, Ong Teng Cheong is the only one who did not receive a state funeral.

-Can't remember much for the year 2002-

2003:
January 1 - Promoted to Primary 6, EM2, final year in Juying Primary, after a good 6 years, enter Juying Primary's door since 1998. Also the year for PSLE (Primary School Leaving Examination usually dubbed as Please Stop Learning English).

February - Severe acute respiratory syndrome (SARS) outbreak.

March - Ministry of Education of Singapore announced that all primary schools, secondary schools and junior colleges will be shut until April 6, 2003. Polytechnics and universities are not affected.

April 5 - Singapore government announced that school closure will be extended. Junior colleges will reopen on April 9, secondary schools on April 14 and primary schools and pre-schools on April 16.

September - October - Primary School Leaving Examination.

October 24 - The Concorde makes its last commercial flight, bringing the era of airliner supersonic travel to a close, at least for the time being.

November (or) December - Release of PSLE result. Attained 140 points (2003). Enough for me to enroll to Boon Lay Secondary under Normal Technical stream the following year. In today with 140 points (2010) is enough for one to get into Normal Academic Stream.

2004:
January 3 - Entered Boon Lay Secondary School as a Normal Technical student.

January 6 - Join Boon Lay Secondary Public Address Sound System (PA) as a crew (now we called it member)

February - Rehearsal for National Day Parade 2004 (NDP 04), pre-parade segment begins. I remember I skipped rehearsal for nearly three weeks, because I was asked to be the leader, leading almost 100 people in a formation, which I don't want and appealed and failed. I came back with a huge earful scolding, and was stripped of my position. Yes! At least kinda worth it. :D

June 5 - Ronald Reagan, the 40th President of the United States, dies at his home in Bel-Air, California at the age of 93. A 6-day state funeral follows after his death.

August 9 - Perform at the National Stadium (Kallang Stadium) for NDP, perform infront of a crowd of 55 thousand people (will upload video soon).

August 12 - Singapore's prime minister Goh Chok Tong hands over his position to Lee Hsien Loong.

November 2 - United States presidential election, 2004: U.S. President George W. Bush defeats Senator John Kerry. Republicans make gains in the House and Senate.

December 26 - A day after Chirstmas. One of the worst natural disasters in recorded history hits Southeast Asia, when the strongest earthquake in 40 years hits the entire Indian Ocean region. The massive 9.3 magnitude earthquake, epicentered just off the west coast of the Indonesian island of Sumatra, generates enormous tsunami waves that crash into the coastal areas of a number of nations including Thailand, India, Sri Lanka, the Maldives, Malaysia, Myanmar, Bangladesh, and Indonesia. The official death toll in the affected countries stands at 186,983 while more than 40,000 people are still missing.

2005:
January 3 - Promoted to Secondary 2 NT.

January 20 - George W. Bush is inaugurated in Washington, D.C. for his second term as the 43rd President of the United States.

April 5 - Appointed as Councillor for a period of a year.

April 27 - The Superjumbo jet aircraft Airbus A380 makes its first flight from Toulouse.

June 15 & 16 - Participated in AEIQ (Student Leader Convention (SLC05) 2005) at CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls School (June 15) and Catholic High School (June 16). A very memorable event, also can be regards as one of the major turn point in my life. I went along with Fahmi, Xin Yi and Amelia. I met the following people;

Shermaine from Cedars Girls' Secondary School;
Dominic from St. Patrick's School;
Kai Li from CHIJ St. Nicholas Girls School;
Wee Siong from Catholic High School;
Ning Xin from CHIJ Toa Payoh (Secondary);
Elvira from CHIJ St. Theresa Convent;
Shuyi from Bukit Panjang Government High School.

I still can somewhat remember their respective school, if my memory doesn't fail on me. Haha! From the above list, I still kept in contact with four people, which two I'm pretty close with. One of the event that will probably be in my memory for as long as I live.

June 23 - First group outing (SLC), organise by Shermaine, met Novabelle from other group. But we welcome her anyway. Took a set of neoprints, also my first time taking neoprint. Watch a movie, I still have the movie ticket but the wording have long gone since. Is the last time I saw Shermaine and Novabelle.

June 27 - Attended CHIJ St. Joseph Convent student council investiture together with Fahmi. Met Athena and Kai Peng there. This is the second part of my turning point. I met Laurence from Catcholic High School there too, well we met before hand at the SLC 05. Their program of the investiture promote me to draft one for the coming year (2006) investiture. Their program of the investiture, really totally awesome. Still kept in contact with the above three people as of today.

October 1 - The 2005 Bali bombings kill 26 people and injure more than 100.

November 22 - Watched Sky High with Elvira (from SLC), it was that day she know that I was prone to sharp pinch. Wee Siong join us shortly afterwards.

November 28 to December 2 - Attended Outward Bound Singapore (OBS) camp, my last turning point in life. It was during this, I learn anger control.

December 5 - I was elected to be the 27th President of the Public Address.

December 17 - Hosted a SLC group outing co-organise with Group A and D. I'm from Group C. Met Sin Yee, Audrey and Tricia and Benjamin through this gathering. It was held at Sentosa. Athena, Ning Xin, Sin Yee and I, co-organise if I didn't recall wrongly.

2006:
January 3 - Promoted to Secondary 3 NT.

January 3 - I succeeded Justin Ong, becoming the 27th President of the Public Address.

January 14 - Attended training programme for YEAH! Councillors. Met a few ore people there.

January 27 -Celebrations are held in Salzburg and around the world, for the 250th anniversary of the birth of Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart.

July 3 - Sworn in for my second term as 27th President of the Public Address.

July 17 - Appointed to be Executive Councillor for a period of a year. Initially Vice President, but turned down offer, due to found it is fun to be a Executive than a Vice President.

August 3 - Good friend pass on at the age of 15.

August 16 - Went Ubin with Doris as we miss OBS. Emmeline was unable to join us.

October - December - Attained Youth Excellence Award in the Heartlands! (YEAH!) Learner.

2007:
January 3 - Promoted to 4NT, the year of GCE N level.

January 3 - Vacant office as the President of the Public Address after serving for two terms. Succeeded by Anna Ng, first female elected President of the Public Address. Anna later ratified the two terms limit during her presidency, which eventually her successor is prohibited from serving more than two terms.

January 3 - Assume office as President Mentor of the Public Address.

August 10 - The last time I stepped into cinema. Not until a year and half later. The movie was Rush Hour 3.

August 31 - First Lady of Singapore, Urmila (Umi) Nandey, pay a visit to Boon Lay Secondary during Teachers' Day (will upload photo if I found it). Team up with incumbent President Anna Ng and Vice President Yih Loong for the event under PA.

September 1 - Left office as President Mentor of the Public Address, also temporary left service as PA, but still a member of BLPA (Boon Lay Secondary Public Address), just that I'm barred from holding any office until N level is over.

September 1 - Focus on GCE N Level.

October 25 - World largest jumbojet, Airbus A380-800 enter passenger service with Singapore Airlines.

November 17 - Return service for BLPA as the Advisor of the Public Address.

November 18 - Brought a drumset for $900 and been playing since then.

November 23 - Graduation Night. The last night we are there as a class

November 26 - Grandma pass on at the age of 93.

December - Release of N level result. Did better than I expected. Was expecting 13 points, but I got 11 points instead, making me the top 10 students in class, well there's quite a number of top 10 students, we got more than 10 students eligible for top 10 though. Hahaha!

2008:
January 4 - Enter year 1 as ITE student majoring in Mechatronics at ITE Balestier (College West).

March 4 - Grandfather pass on at the age of 97.

March 24 - Neil Aspinall, British record producer and business executive, childhood friend of Paul McCartney and George Harrison, head The Beatles' company Apple Corps, died of lung cancer in New York City in 2008 at the age of 66.

May 7 - Dmitry Medvedev takes office as President of Russia, replacing Vladimir Putin.

May 12 - Over 69,000 are killed in central south-west China by the Wenchuan quake, an earthquake measuring 7.9 Moment magnitude scale. The epicenter is 90 kilometers (55 miles) west-northwest of the provincial capital Chengdu, Sichuan province.

June 27 - After three decades as the Chairman of Microsoft Corporation, Bill Gates steps down from daily duties to concentrate on philanthropy.

June 30 to July 2 - Participated in the Student Leadership Developement Programme - Blaze 1.

August 16 - Assume duty as bassist. Accquire myself a left handed (as I'm born lefty) Hofner 500/1 Bass. One of the kind in Singapore. Also famously used by former Beatle bassist Paul McCartney. [See Image] Got it for $1.3k.

September 15 - Lehman Brothers files for Chapter 11 bankruptcy protection.

November 4 - United States presidential election, 2008: Barack Obama is elected the 44th President of the United States and Joe Biden is elected the 47th Vice President. Barack Obama becomes the first African-American President-elect.

2009:
January 4 - Enter year 2 and final year as ITE student.

January 20 - Barack Obama is inaugurated as the 44th, and first African American, President of the United States.

January 25 - Enter cinema after a year and half. Watched Chandni Chowk to China with JunJie.

Somewhere around March - Reconnected with Sin Yee. No doubt, one of the best day in my life.

April - Brought myself a left handed acoustic for $400.

March to July or August - Met up with Kai Li, Ning Xin, Tricia and Sok Wai. I aknowledge Kai Li and Ning Xin as my elder sister though.

August 4 - North Korean leader Kim Jong-il pardons two American journalists, who had been arrested and imprisoned for illegal entry earlier in the year, after former U.S. President Bill Clinton meets with Kim in North Korea.

August 18 - Brought myself a electric guitar, a Epiphone Casino for $1.2k after modification.

September - Heard from a friend that one of my primary school class parnter (Primary 4), commit suicide around July, died at the age of 17 or 18 [Source needed].

September 30 - A 7.6-magnitude earthquake strikes just off the coast of Sumatra, killing around 1,000 in Indonesia.

October 30 - Awarded certification of apperication for being Class Representative.

November 22 - Watch 2012. I find it not bad, but I wonder why so many people dislike the movie? Well least give credits for the graphics. (:

December 21 - Pass my driving Class 3 (manual) on my first try, with 12 points.

December 25 - Wished all my friends a Merry Chirstmas and a Happy Birthday (word play, replacing New Year with Birthday), is consider one of the worst wordplay I ever did.

December 31 - Sin Yee back from the States. Hours before New Year, I finally finish conquring all the expressways in Singapore.

2010:
January 1 - Just reach home after conquring. Graduate from ITE with GPA of 2.5. Plans for NS, which subsequently follow by going to music school. Mass SMS everyone.

January 5 - Start of rework of all my existing song-writing, compile them into a demo album.

Ah! Finally, I reach 2010. That should be all I suppose, although there's more, but those are more or less trivia. 10 good golden years, still counting. Till then, I wish you a Happy belated New Year, may god bless you, your family and your loves one.

The day has finally come

2009-12-22T08:02:00.002+08:00

After so many months of lesson and practicing, I have finally have achieve something that which will last me a lifetime. A driving licence.

I pass on first try yesterday, with 12 points = 6 minor mistakes.

Having a P-plate on your family vehicle may not look nice, but it will always look awesome for those who just graduate, like me. Looking into P-plate is as good as looking at yourself.

I got my P-plate yesterday and my mom allow me to drive home (after much persuade and reasoning), from the driving center at Ang Mo Kio (Singapore Safety Driving Center - SSDC) all the way back to Jurong. For once, I hit the highway. Is always my dream to drive on Singapore's Highway. The feeling was so indescribable!

Is like a sense of achievement. Thank heaven I didn't waste those time and money on nothing, thank god I didn't failed.

I thank those who gave me their blessing before the test. As we all know that SSDC got the strictest tester in Singapore, also having the lowest passing rate. If I didn't remember wrongly, there were 7 people who took the session four test, and only 3 (including myself) passed.

I also thank those who congulate me after I pass my driving. Well, least now I got one thing lesser to worry about.

For you

2009-12-07T02:20:00.003+08:00

Emerald and Pei Jun, this's for you! :D

Although I had already posted on Facebook. HAHA!

view image HERE!

Heh!

A cute little red spot.

2009-11-30T18:40:00.008+08:00

A 'red spot', appear more than two weeks ago. Back then, it was just a small harmless red spot. I didn't care much, couple of days later, two to three more surface, I ask my parents what are those, they merely reply, skin dirty, clean myself more often will do. So I heed their advice, a couple of days later, again. More spots start to surface. this time is just on my right hand, the left hand only have a few spots not more than five.

So I decided to pay a visit to the doctor. Doctor told me skin sensitive, clean myself more often and eat those medicines will do. I paid $32 back then. That was thirteen days ago.

Thirteen days later, which is today, I finish the medicines with is like a week ago. More spots appear. This time is like the scene in 2012. The land crack a bit, and a bit, and suddenly the whole land tears apart.

Not only now, not only both of my hands are filled with red spots. My whole body is filled with red spot. The second worst part of red spots you can find is on my right foot and left thigh, both are equally filled with such madness red spot.

Those spots just basically appear and stay there. As if they brought the piece of 'land' (skin) or claiming is 'landed/private property'. They just basically appear almost everywhere, all the way up to my neck. The front of my body is no so severely affected, my right hand, back of my body, right foot and left thigh is severely affect, they are filled with immense red spot.

The funny thing is that, they are not itchy nor painful. And they are unlikely chicken pox, because no pure natural human made water are filled in it. Those existing red spot just literally dried up and die.

So I decided to see a doctor again today, a different one. Bloody hell they gave me the same answer. Which is skin sensitive. Again I was given a medicine and a cream, coincidentally one of the medicine they gave is the same as the one my family doctor had prescript thirteen days ago. This time I paid $25.

What a small world.

Hmmmmm

2009-11-26T16:24:00.002+08:00

I wrote something!

I like still like Emmeline's post despite it was posted two years ago.

A quick short post.

2009-11-18T21:29:00.002+08:00

Didn't know the song Zombie (by The Cranberries) is soooo easy, four roating chords, Em, C, G and D. Coool! Anyhow, just went to see a doctor just now and I confirm my worst fear. Well, gotta spend my time well! I ought to write a couple of more songs before start to record. Man, I'm hell behind schedule.

Gonna bring all my guitars to camp. If not, I might not be able to complete my song writing in time. :/

Still. Is fun! xD

Come back

2009-11-17T14:19:00.001+08:00

Didn't expect to re-start blogging though.

Other than that, everything remains quite as it is. I retain the blog skin and the link. For two reason, Shi Ling helped me search for a blog skin a couple of years back despite my causal remark. Kinda touched by her action, and I retain the link is because for easy access.

Although I'm back, but not literally, I'm just bored, well somehow, but not anymore soon! (:

Anyway, I decided to start blogging again, because I want to. Well. Not exactly, being persuded by some friends to keep this blog open.

I just recall,

2009-10-12T22:14:00.001+08:00

I need to go to bed, goodnight. (:

All good things...

2009-10-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

Benjamin show me this song when one of my second friend pass on. I find this very meaningful. The last time I listen to this song is probably when I was in Secondary 3. Is a good time to dig this song up again. (x

Lovely, just way too lovely.

A every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Interesting

2009-10-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

Say I'm lazy to blog. I would prefer to upload a video! XD

This should keep you people entertain, well for those song lover!

A little updates

2009-09-30T17:40:00.003+08:00

Went to primary school class reunion dinner, and apparently, during the dinner, I found out that one of my primary school mate had pass on. Just to think of it, she once used to be my class partner, sitting beside me.

Hmmm, life still moves on. I was a little shock though. :\
But I'm okay!

Recently rework on one of my written song, to make it much simple, but is about to come to an end soon. Just filling of words. Got to hand in the demo soon, I'm like one month behind schedule, but with valid reason though. I got to be quick!

Life couldn't be worst isn't? (:

The Beatles - And Your Bird Can Sing

I will

2009-09-27T14:19:00.003+08:00

Die one of these days man. Everything is haywire. (x

I'm lazy now. Kthxbye.

Listen to this. Although is funny, but is meaningful. I don't know why. To me when I watch it, I find it more emotional.

Enjoy!

Time for a little update.

2009-09-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

Driving wasn't bad, already cleared more than halfway through, like within four days. The best damn thing is I get a chance to horn at L plate driver, despite being a L plate driver myself. I find it pretty hilarious during the horn process.

10 minutes before horn.
Feng Soon horned a taxi that cut into his lane suddenly.

6 minutes before horn.
Feng Soon again horn a pedestrian for crossing the road suddenly, moreover the pedestrian the ain't using the designated pedestrian crossing.

5 minutes before horn.
Feng Soon asked his instructor, the following text is extracted as closed as possible.
Feng Soon: Sir, don't mind me asking, but have you ever seen a L plate driver horn another L plate driver?
Instructor: Nope, probably it happened before, but not in my case.
Feng Soon: Ah I see. Interesting.

30 seconds before horn.
Feng Soon notice another L plate driver nearby, Car 10, is changing from minor to major road. Car 10 driver is a lady.

10 seconds before horn.
She checked her left traffic and her right blind spot but failed to notice nearby Car 8 (me) coming into her direction.

5 seconds before horn.
Car 10 drove out, and Car 8 had already prepared his left hand on the horn.

0 seconds before horn.
Car 10 cutted into Car 8 lane and Car 8 decided to horn.
*BEEP!*
Instructor: HAHAHA! Yeah! Correct! That's was correct! HAHA!

2 seconds after horn.
The following transcript is between Feng Soon and his instructor.
Feng Soon: Sir, there you go. Now you seen a L-plate driver horn another L-plate driver.
Instructor: Hahaha!
Feng Soon: There you go!

p.s: I was being safety hor!

Learning to drive not only teaches you to drive, but also teaches you to horn at the right time. Therefore please do not take horn is something very aggressive. Is pretty interesting and fun though. Horn is something that let other driver know your presence.

Anyway, parents went out for a walk, I decline to join them. 26 years since they weld together. Loving. I wonder how they do so. XD
Got to ask one of them these days! Haha!

The Beatles - Back In The U.S.S.R

I have no time...

2009-09-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

... to update. I'll try to one shot update everything, if possible and likely.

Okay, thank you, goodbye.

I don't know

2009-09-21T00:13:00.004+08:00

view image HERE!

Gotten my Provisional Driving Licence (PDL) a couple of days back! I can't wait for my first lesson which is to commance on the September 22nd, 09. I have three lesson that day, so yep. Haha! I got ten lesson next week. So ya, chiong all the way.

I don't know how long I can hide from reality, posing a all these shits. People who know me best (two are dead so left five), should know what am I refering about.

At this rate, I will flar up any sooner or later to anyone, and make their life a nightmare, dreadful or least HELL! *grin* I'm not joking. :D
Just trying to make it sound happier. XD

The Beatles - A Day in the Life

Forgotten and move on.

2009-09-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

I bet no one will read this anyway, so ya, type me feeling out! XD

The past of couple days have fine, not too bad I have admit. Been playing Mahjong for three days straight, but I never gamble, but I calculated if I had gamble, I would have won near to $550! Well, least the point is to get my mind of some couple of stuff. But I had forgotten and move on.

But of course, comparing back then when I was young, now I have no one to talk to. I can express myself on a piece of paper and a couple of chords. No one is able to be there to hear me whine nor cheer me up. Perhaps song-writing is my next best friend. Which eventually I did manage to write out a song, before I really move on. Is like a quarter complete, cos I just got the inspiration while chewing on some sugar, waiting for my friend to finish his turn (cos I'm taking over his seat for Mahjong).

In another words, you are one damn lucky lady, better treasure people around you, who had been there for you. But nevertheless, letting things out is better than keeping to own self, which I'm doing right now (keeping to own self). Perhaps I'm invisible in the past, but past is the past. Forward moving, looking forward.

I do get by with a little help from my friends, but I have none to turn into. They don't understand what situation I'm in now. Well fake face always works best for me! HEEEE! XDD

Life is so horrible that I nearly freeze to death under the sun. Hmmm, how interesting~.
The Beatles (George Harrison) - Here Comes the Sun

Nowhere Man

2009-09-16T23:03:00.004+08:00

This song proves it what I'm feeling now. For once I'm suppose I'm lost, but I should able to find my way out soon. But anyway enjoy.

May the best be shower upon you! (:

I shall move on, but I hope and wish and pray is a temporary one! (:
Sorry and pardon me if I ever had misunderstood you. I never assume you, perhaps a couple of times. If you ever understand why I have done that.
You're one nice person who deserve the best.

I believe I'll face my karma soon.

I still treated you as my friend. So ya. Perhaps keeping a distance for awhile may solve the current crazy conflict.
The Beatles - Nowhere Man.

A long update (hopefully)

2009-09-15T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! If you're reading this (which I think no one reads it anyway), please do pardon me for not updating for quite awhile. Sometime, someday I feel like closing down blog and no longer update this personal space. But anyway, that's not the objective of my updating today.

The past week have been great! I had chalet with a few of my friends we didn't met for quite awhile, and I have to admit that the feeling was immense to the extend that I'm having withdrawal symptoms. LOL! But I'm getting fine with it. The chalet was held at Aloha Loyang, for once, this is my first time I stepped into Loyang, and it was awesome. The chalet itself pose a very warm feeling, like you're in a family with your friends, each of one have a role and responsibility. I love the enviroment, peaceful, not much people and quiet.

If you were to ask me, the chalet program itself is very typical, but the main point is the people there. The second day was a little boring, but I pulled it through! My usual wits never failed to entertain myself (lol -.-) and people who are around me, till the main event, which is the BBQ. Haha.

The last day, well, hours before we check-out, Yen Ching was nice enough to lend me her lap for me to lie on, knowing that I'm very shag, plus lack of bed. But she suffered by sitting in some crazy position to make me feel comfortable, well not really crazy. Heh! Thanks Yen Ching.

Upon check out, I took a last look at the chalet, before closing the door in a funny manner which everyone expected. I slammed the door hard. AHAHAHA!

Before we go, I suggested taking the television remote controller as a memento. Ha!

I shall ask De Sheng (the host) to send me the photos as soon as possible!

I shall update more soon! Do pardon me this is a very rough post.

p.s: I wonder why can't I form a band like The Beatles. Their life was so way awesome!

The Beatles - From Me To You

I'm soo gonna learn,

2009-09-02T18:09:00.002+08:00

This piano piece, is awesome and I'm sooo gonna figure it out!!

(:

I'm off to sleep now!

I shall blog soon

2009-08-23T10:27:00.002+08:00

But due to lack of photos, I shall blog those need no peektures! XD
I shall refrain from using to much Singlish or bad English.

Just recently, I had a meal with my classmate at Mac, and sitting next table to us was a old aunty. Likely cleaning service (because of her uniform). Which promote me the thought, why we are still sitting here enjoying Mac, where by the aunty next to us have to work like four hours to enjoy such meal, moreover during Mac Value Lunch hour.

Which link me to this thought, everyday our parents are working bloody hard to get us happy, by getting the things that you hardly need in your life, but are we really contented? Well if you asked me honestly, I was once never but for now, yes.

Ask yourself this question, when is the last time your parents had Mac, KFC, or Pizza? Usually I see my parents having hawker meals instead of fast food restaurant. Think of it, we kid or teenagers are pretty lucky.

I won't deny I'm not lucky, I'm lucky! My dad got me a new electric guitar, and my dad supported me in driving, promoting me to get a driving license. Ain't I'm some lucky bastard?

We all actually very lucky, is just that we didn't notice, parents giving you almost everything, no one else can ever replace them! Really!

Look at yourself as a third person, you'll understand.

Anyway, parents and child stuff aside. Now, yesterday recording.
It turns out we need to be focus more, and be more prepared, Rahiman and I was recording a couple of songs (including our original), but apparently, we decided that we need more practices. We are nearly there, but not there yet. HAHA!

It can be done! We are cutting demo tapes to hand in! (x

I'm asian!
The Beatles - You Won't See Me

Hello Goodbye

2009-08-10T03:23:00.002+08:00

Time flies don't they? One moment you're here and the next monent its gone.

How interesting life can be. If you were to ask me, I don't know.

Many things happen this couple of weeks. My bass guitar is its final stage of restoration, and soon its going to be a year of me possessing the most expensive guitar under my guitars catalogue. I love my bass.

So let's see what has happen for the past few days.

August 6, Finally finish and completed working on my 12v battery tester, which is bloody annoying.

August 7, Went back to secondary school to collect 'Friends of Boon Lay' award, subsequently met up with Juniors, had Sushi with them, thanks to Mr. Sim treats. Can never thank him enough.

August 8, Stayed at home doing nothing much, slept thru out the day.

August 9, Went out with Dwee to catch up a little in town, subsequently met up with ex-school mate Safwan for a midnight supper and annoy him at the same time.

August 10, Currently right now updating this dead space of mine.

I'm seeing things coming to me as expected. Damn, I didn't know that my this week schedule is soo damn packed. Bleh.

Oh ya! Not forgetting I went to places I had memories left with. It reminds me of those past, regardless with friends or family, friends or family members who had left (this world or country). (:

Where I can't find my brave face.
Paul McCartney - This One

One of my another meaningless crap video. :/

2009-07-30T11:43:00.002+08:00

Just came across something on my youtube channel. Something I have uploaded a couple of years back, well, coming to two years actually.

This video, took me less than half and hour to make it. Is simple, but the message is direct and is pretty meaningful. Those were the days.

I'm starting to miss my Secondary school life again. LOL!
Those ponten days, those skipping lesson days, from nobody to a somebody. No one will expect me to become a hardcore musician upon graduation. Well, not modernly, but rock and roll.
Is indeed remarkable, that Secondary school is a place that change one life, if you're willing to learn from your mistake. Take me for example, being the first NT student (Normal Technical stream) who manage to achieve the position as 27th President of the P.A. and 2nd Executive Councillor from NT (well initially I was given the position as Vice President, but I turned down).

Is indeed remarkable. Although my life is not that remarkable, but is still remarkabl, I miss those ass days!

Interesting cigarettes initials.

2009-07-27T19:24:00.004+08:00

My friend send me this SMS a couple of hours ago. Is about cigarettes initials, it got me laughing although I have heard of it few times, but some are actually pretty new.

Disclaimer! It maybe a little offensive to some. People who are easily being offended please don't continue on reading, thanks!

SALEM - Suck And Lick Every Moment OR Saturday All Ladies Earn Money
MARLBORO - Man Always Respect Ladies Because Of Romance Only
WINSTON - We Indians Never Salute To Other Nations

It got me laughing for a while though. The last one is a little racist, but guess what, it was my Indian friend who sent me this! AHAHA

I love this kinda SMS.

In my life, I love them all.